There are years when you can't believe its over, you don't want it to end, you just can't imagine that life gets any better than that year. 2014 was not that year for me. These posts are supposed to be the highlight reels of a fantastic year, but the truth is, I had a pretty rough one. Turning thirty wasn't quite the treat I had hoped it was going to be. I don't understand all the celebrity hype about the thirties being the best time of your life. I'm a few months from thirty one, so maybe this will change, but this year has been probably one of the most lonely years I can recall. There have been some personal things I've been dealing with that I didn't want to bring to the blog, because I don't want it to be that kind of blog. But then I kinda let it spill onto the blog in other ways, so that wasn't super great. And all of my health issues have just been....a nightmare, to say the least. I can't even imagine what my senior years will be like if I'm this sickly now. Its difficult not to let every negative thing consume you, and I admit, I did a pretty horrible job at that this year. Every little thing got to me, and I have to learn to not let that happen anymore. Like Pitbull says,"any day above ground is a good day," so I just have to keep on truckin'.
I hope all of you have a happy and safe night tonight, and a fantastic 2015! I will be back on the 2nd to discuss what I hope to accomplish with the blog for 2015, and maybe some personal goals as well.
